Okay so basically there's this boy I like and I've been in love with him since about November. I used to talk to him every day and we'd never run out of things to talk about like, ever. It was great and it was the happiest I'd been in a long time. But all things must come to an end right? It was weird. We just stopped talking altogether and that was it. For about two weeks I waited for him to come online for hours, wondering if he saw me online he might message me. How pathetic right? I decided to message him and he said he didn't feel the same way any more and that we should stop talking.. I got really upset and angry at the same time, I just wanted to slap him so hard. But I got over it, realised there's got to be someone better and he's not worth crying over. A week ago he messaged me acting like everything was back to normal again? Being all nice, putting on the good guy act. I didn't really know what to do, so I just went along with it. Then last night I went to talk to him and he's exactly back to his old self, I was trying to make conversation and he'd just reply with 'ok' or 'yeah' which just makes a dead-end conversation. I still really like him and I don't even understand why? What is wrong with me? Can't I just choose someone normal? Someone I can be happy with? I don't know. I just don't understand what I've done wrong for him to be like this.. It makes me feel so desperate, I start all of our conversations and make the effort to keep them going.. I tell myself I'm going to stop, that I'm going to let him start or else we don't talk at all, but I can't not talk to him. I miss how things used to be.. sitting on the phone for hours every night and he'd always know exactly how to make me smile, how to make me laugh.. I thought he was perfect, I really did. He even mentioned marrying me and starting a life with me when the times right and we're old enough. What kind of teenage boy tells you he wants to marry you? Not many.. I really thought he was serious. I guess it was just a fairy tale right? All pretend? I'm so confused and irritated. Thinking he was 'the one'. I don't think I'm ever going to find someone who excepts me for who I am, all my flaws, everything that makes me, well me. Boys suck.